48 hours

It's been two days without talking to him. He didn't sent a message since Wednesday, After that awkward conversation that we had he probably think that I've moved on.

It's what I should do, move on, after all he is a liar. At least since the past year he have been lying to me about his relationship with his parents.

It's hard to me to understand why he have done this. I always tried to support him in everything.

I feel like he knows everything about me, but I don't know anything about him. He is a total strange. The guy I met has disappeared forever.

So I really need to move on. I just don't know how. I'm not that strong girl that I used to be. Now I'm the scared girl looking for strengths.

I'm the girl questioning everything. 

And I'm the girl that don't know what needs to do, and the one that don't know how to forget that strong history.  

I'm the one confused and lost. I'm the one who don't know how I feel. 

I guess that we can't control our feelings, but if I could I will never fall in love for that weak guy.