Just like that

The last few days has been a total mess.
First of all, I have this feeling that I am completely by myself.

I break up with my boyfriend and that was the best decision I ever made, I mean he have been lying to me since I don't know when. I'm a fool to trust him so much instead of listening my friends and my family. He knew everything about me, even my deep secrets, and now I just can't heard his name without feeling me sick.

This is not the only thing wrong right now. Is impossible be happy in that house, not only because my parents only want to know about my brother but also because they can't understand my opinion and feelings about that.
Even with a 18 on maths exam they are incapable of being happy for me.

The last negative point of my life at this moment: fear.
Yes, I'm so afraid that everyone could abandon me, it's hard for me make things right and start over. Doesn't matter.

There are good things too, or probably I want to believe that. In September I will be in university so I hope the things get better