That place

You shouldn't stay by yourself on sundays, it's kind of depressing...
Even more if you decide to go where you had lots of moments laughing or crying or whatever with people who used to care about you and now they don't.
You still care about them but you know it will never be the same...
It's kind of weird. I didn't come where in a very long time and now I came the place is change. Signe of God? I don't think so...
I have a lot of memories in this place, many serious conversations, funny moments, sad moments, kisses, hugs... all that moments with people who aren't no longer in my life, and I miss them, I miss them so much...
I'm lying if I say that I'm better without them, I use to be a better person with them...
Only God knows how many times I think this could be different, we should be able to go back but we tried so many times and we can't...
Old friendships rest in peace, I guess thats no other way to fix things so...
As I said sundays by myself should be forbidden ...